It has been a long long time since I dedicated myself to getting my physical body in the kind of shape that my spiritual being is striving to become.
The mind and body in concert with each other is a beautiful thing.
Back in the gym has given me a new way of handling some things in my real life. It has given me a goal, a pastime and a reason.
I am going to be moving back home to Oregon in a few months. I am going to quit the radio business for good. I am using it only as a paycheck. Though I am good at it, and it is second nature to me; I am just not passionate about it anymore. I go through the motions because that is what I CAN do in order to succeed. It doesn't challenge me - it doesn't inspire me - it doesn't move me the way it used to.
The only thing calls me is the chance to use the next 30 years of my life (as that is probably all I have left) to inspire people to become more than they are allowing themselves to be. I want to help people to understand their paths, improve their outlook and become healthier in their mind as well as their body.
I have the knowledge, I have the education, I have the skills. It is time to put them all into motion.
I will hurt people when I leave here. They won't understand. They will be angry. That is on them. I can't live such a meaningless, shallow existence. I can't force others to follow my path and I can't follow theirs.
One day, I might find someone who's path coincides with mine. But that is not now.
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